May 2013
lessons been cancelled again today, not complaining that i have another day off even though it’ll be filled with revision and catching up with homework
awdgkdfgkdfkgskdksoweoa fuck
i have so much to say but no way of actually formulating the words to say it so i just let it all sit there
i despise people who say there always be there for you but when you actually do try to turn to them or need them, they don’t care and seem uninterested i luv sounding so cliche lols x x x
on my break: revision is going surprisingly okay, working outside in the sun and unlimited cups of black coffee is keeping me going
so ready for a full day of revision today after doing barely any this weekend, i refuse to think about anything else apart from exams and making sure i get into university therefore i won’t get sidetracked and end up watching sex and the city, eating my feelings and generally feeling sorry for myself :) :) :)
so my mums just come home with a box of krispy kremes, mcdonals and lindor for me and the box set of sex and the city which i’ve actually always wanted to watch properly, she’s so cute but really i think she just feels sorry for me because she’s going out tonight and i’m having a crazy night in at home
having two hours sleep for the past few nights has defiantly hit me now, today i just want to lay in bed and sleep because i have zero motivation to do any revision
stop fucking crying
break ups are always the hardest
April 2013
we have builders in our house today so i’ve been sent to my nans house to go and revise, however she’s a crazy alcoholic and smokes way too much, this cld be fun
last night after dance evening, everyone was so emotional and upset because it was our last year doing it. all i wanted to do was party on down because i never have to dance again loooools x
